love each other just abit more please?:)

HEY been awhile since i posted, life in army is LIKE SHIT. hahas gaurduty on xmas eve and ops on xmas WTF.. people really believe in santa claus sia :\ hahahs been a really good boy this year ya noe :) anw yeah new people moved into the bunk, pretty happy for some apparent reason, guess the bunk is gonna be livelier now xD but maybe it might work the other way round hahas we shall see :)

These weeks, I'm still obsessed with getting my abs.. training for quite sometime hahas but FUG... its taking too long, but im glad what i took home from these weeks of training is ' always be prepared to fail '(in my case looking in the mirror w/o much change) but with faith one shall conquer :)

apparantly watashiwa GEI KIANG decided to do cardio skipping rope for 1.8k from 1.5k times skipping ok plus minus ya?:) hahas i ended up spraining my sole cause the impact i guess at the 1.7k mark? In the end some call it a blessing in disguise as i was excused from the 24men pg, i told my spec just put me reserve for the parade but he told me no point, which i kinda agree(maybe i was being lazy) but yeah i was excused :)

OF COURSE people will judge chao keng all these, to me though my conscience is clear,I don't blame them, in their hot shoes and suffering in the parade i would judge them too saying aiyar 'chaokeng'. Furthermore, manpower was really lacking that day. I could have come out with a better excuse but yeah i believe if shit happens just say the shit as it is no point adding flower on top of that shit right?Maybe humans were wired to judge and be selfish,of course we aint that bad, selfishness can be derived from actions of love we are capable of loving one another,just not everyone :p But the golden rule of living is ;how you want to be treated , you treat equally others as well'

AND leads me to the topic :NOW thanks to higher ups really now our platoon as to stay in if they were to report sick?? wouldnt that be freaking discouraging people to report sick, if chao keng could be so easily resolved like this, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN USED. You have the power to do up this stupid scheme, but if people because of this refuse to report sick.. wouldnt they just toh(faint) even worse cause death.. then would you as a commander be ABLE TO ANSWER TO HIS MOM HIS DAD?would you be able to repay the 20 years of pain and hardship they went through to bring up their child? ESPECIALLY THEIR LOVE FOR THEIR CHILD?? yeah think about that you #^%#!@$%!!