drug

The only thing that can make a human feel so good is another human.

We are like the anti gravity for another human being.

Some find it a blessing, some find it a curse.

Begone the feelings of being tied to earth

Throw everything in my wake, only to find anything but a blessing.

I so fucking hate myself now

it hurts like fuck..

Pending down random thoughts.

Answer to a guy like me is you.

Like an angel that comes and go

moments like there was no tomorrow

Hate it when my addiction starts to grows

The things that kills me inside makes me feel so alive

the running thought of letting go

the feelings that makes me die inside

quote of the day

" Being in a relationship is no more about you, its about us"

kiss goodbye

Baby不要再哭泣　這一幕多麼熟悉
Baby bu yao zai ku qi, zhe yi mu duo yao shou xi
Baby, don't cry anymore, this scene is so familiar

緊握著妳的手彼此都捨不得分離
jin wo zhao ni de shou bi ci, dou she bu de fen chi
Tightly holding your hand, we are both unwilling to separate

每一次想開口　但不如保持安靜
mei yi ci xiang kai kou dan bu ru bao chi an jing
Every time I want to say something I instead preserve the silence

給我一分鐘專心好好欣賞妳的美
gei wo yi fen zhong zhuan xin, hao hao xin shang ni de mei
Give me a minute to concentrate on admiring your beauty


幸福搭配悲傷　同時在我心交叉
xing fu da pei bei shang, tong shi zai wo xin jiao cha
Happiness complements sorrow, crossing paths within my heart at the same time

挫折的眼淚不能測試愛的重量
cuo zhe de yan lei bu neng ce shi ai de zhong liang
Tears of frustration cannot measure the weight of love

付出的愛收不回　還欠妳的我不能給
fu chu de ai shou bu hui, hai qian ni de wo bu neng gei
I can’t withdraw the love I already gave and I can't give you all the love I owe you 

別把我心也帶走去跟隨
bie ba wo xin ye dai zou, qu gen sui
Don't take along my heart to follow you


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每一次和妳分開　深深地被妳打敗
mei yi ci he ni fen kai, shen shen de bei ni da bai
Every time we part ways, I am deeply defeated by you

每一次放棄妳的溫柔　痛苦難以釋懷
mei yi ci fang qi ni de wen rou, tong ku nan yi shi huai
Every time I give up your tenderness, it is hard to release my pain 

每一次和妳分開　每一次Kiss You Goodbye
mei yi ci he ni fen kai, mei yi ci kiss you Goodbye
Every time we part ways, Every time I kiss you goodbye

愛情的滋味此刻我終於最明白
ai qing de zi wei ci ke wo zhong yu zui ming bai (wo zhong yu ming bai)
at that moment I finally fully understand the taste of love


幸福搭配悲傷　同時在我心交叉
付出的愛收不回　還欠妳的我不能給
我才明白愛最真實的滋味Finally, I understand this song so clearly and also, so realistically true.

There was one thing..

If there was one thing I could believe in.. It would be everything happens for a reason.
Be it we grow externally and internally.


Patience, Understanding, and a bigger heart to grow

independance

To love you so much but to let go as well,

my heart is starting to swell

but before things burn like hell

I just want to treat you well.

Not to stick to you like gel,

Harden my two feets on the ground,like a  brick well

To love you equally well.

dreams

sorry for leaving this space empty for a while. School is getting busier and mid terms are slowly creeping up. Yes, better start running for your mugging equipment.

DREAMS

What we dream of is it real?
Is our dreams really our dreams?
Is it a dream without any attachments, without any obligations, without any doubt?
When i say dreams, they range from goals to expectations to simple shit we need in life. Just some random post about what i thought about dreams just like ... 2 minutes ago.

I can't say I am on the correct path, life really has too much uncertainties.
Discipline is key but many times I refuse to hold it close to my heart.


I enjoy the walks  where we sang together, the times you held my hand so firmly , just like a drug I'm slowly getting addicted to you, in a world when you entered, things never felt so alive and different before. Happy 2nd month baby :)