Another heart post

Has your heart desired something so much, even when you know it is wrong, you still go ahead for it?

Why is our will in our heart forever stronger than our minds?

Is it really wrong to follow your heart, even if it means hurting another in the end?

Have you ever felt that Something that should have been buried, all you dug up was disappointment in yourself?

Why cant we live so upright and well and independently?

Have you felt that the road down in so long but your heart just jumps in and out of it?

decisions decisions decisions~

Deciding what to do, when to do, what should i do.. i guess the list goes on. Choosing can be hard or easy, depending on how but most of the time choices are so hard  to make. Why is it hard? For me i guess uncertainty is the answer.. every single time i make a hard decision, my mind is constantly filled with uncertainty. We are constantly living in the world of certainty, isnt it also trying to make life easier?

My prof from SMU said last week,'we really should be accustomed to living in uncertainty.' Many a times, i feel he is right. I personally cant seem to say every easy decision i made had many doubts in them. Maybe humans can be accustomed to living and making uncertain decisions to a certain extent as well.

Deciding things, we probably just have to hang on and keep the faith we have in ourselves.
Have to go off now to settle the birthday party stuff and my presentation for tmr!wish me all the best yo! hahas have a whacky wednesday peeps!:DD

Life's too short for long post

This is gonna be a short one, a touch and go post.

Just reached home at 11:10pm. Class ended around 10pm and man WAS it stress. Did not manage to answer prof questions today, kinda disappointed with myself. Oh wells, will be more prepared next week.
#SMUCLASSPARTICIPATIONWOES

Anyway, tomorrow is a no school day. Gonna spend whole day on my presentation on MSG for thursday. EveN TURNED DOWN KEITH offer to gym.. feel abit bad but sorry bro needa score this!>< But frankly, i think tomorrow will exercise maybe 20-30minutes?:) at home hahas

Today was quite fun, except for business law. The other classes were interesting and good. Ate lunch and dinner at SMU kopitiam LOL like SERIOUSLY D: Their cai fan on the other hand isn't that bad hahas and its very save money! but will try bring home cooked food on a less hectic day~

Gymed today as well, hahas trying keep it within a 45minute time frame. So it aint too lengthy. Elgin and Jiesheng, the guys i gymed with halfway disappeared and they were resting in the toilet. Lol felt abit guilty cause i finished workout with one less set hahas but oh wells give and take eh :) Development has been good, protein shake seems to help abit? but yeah turning it to a healthy habit :)

Quite a post on ranting but yeah hahahs we have our ranting days eh:)
Peeps the usual, HAVE A GREAT DAY OR NIGHT whenever your reading this and keep smiling!:)

I should be studying hahahs just kidding

Finally managed to take out abit of time to do a post, hahas got inspired by wendy who praised my blog x) Nonetheless, was thinking of doing a short post on recent stuff that has happened in my life. I have completed the exams for the insurance course and now I am waiting for the contract. Its really a fruitful journey for me so far in that industry, really an eye-openeer. Who would have thought I would have made it this far, still remembering the day i said to myself during my first exam, 'IF I FAIL IM OUT !' Ended up I did pass my exam one after another and here I am. :)

Started school about 1 week ago, never regretted my choice of moving to SMU. I do miss my jc peeps that i would have met in NUS. Being a optimistic, I like to believe in blessing in disguise. when shit hits the fan , just turn the fan off kinda thing :) The learning style in SMU is like interactive, which i still find quite fun and enjoyable, except for biz law, its so thick AND THICK AND SO DARN THICK. The prof talks like theres no tomorrow as well D: i probably have to record her voice and play in slow-mo xD


Wanna talk about purpose in life. Recently just spoke to a friend about purpose in life for a brief moment in our long chat. Enjoyed it yeah :) She said whats your purpose? graduate earn money then go have family have kids then after that? It got me thinking what the hell is my purpose in life. Am i looking at the wrong things? I respect her purpose in life. Its basically related to her faith. Basically, I am a quite easily contented person hahas im judging my self. But yeah to me for me life purpose I feel for now is just to earn money support my parents and family, retire with my wife with just friday night movies and shopping for groceries together and stuff(who doesnt) and msot importantly make the people around me happy. Have you found yours? I hope you havent then we can be lost sheeps together. Not kidding. Hahas anw regardless of whether you found it or not, i feel that people should always keep the faith that their purpose of this life is not just paper-thin.

Sorry for the informal way and the many typos hahahs but its raw from my thoughts and im rushing for time. hahahs to end the post a quote form my prof from creative thinking ,'Laughter makes the world an easier place to live in.' DONT stop laughing :) have a great day <3