3years

Been watching this china show called ai qing bao wei zhan.
you can search it on pps app, pretty sure this chinese is correct, hahahs its a pretty darn nice reality show, they invite couples to bring the problems to the stage and helps solves them, was watching it last night and shit got real.

The latest episode showing a guy not willing to let his girlfriend go just cause he did not know what he would do without her on top of that he would harm himself to keep her by his side. Last night i was like in my brain'come on dude your a freaking man, get over it she doesn't love you anymore'. He mentioned'he couldn't stand being single and he was really at a loss.' most probably the guy has some mental problem not cause he cant get over the girl but the aspect that he mutilates himself to keep her from breaking up with him, the ending well you have to see for yourself. on a side note maybe the girl means the world to him thus his behavior? :)

Main point was it hit me like how did i manage to be single for 3 years, and i only knew of it whens someone reminded me some days back. If i was that guy prob would have shot myself while doing gaurd duty. hahahs NOT! ANWS realized i have much to be thankful for, friends and family have always been (i dunnoe why so chim) but they have really been the building blocks of my simple life. Its good to be thankful i feel, there should be a 'gawd im thankful for you' day hahahs more offs from army  xD Anw yeah kamsahamida peeps:)!

Cause i have felt this before like though you know the meaning of treasure your loved ones before they are gone, i still do it, i see my friends do it, i see people around me do it. I'm not generalizing but it leads me to think maybe this is one of humans biggest weakness?Maybe maturity and constant reminder of the above phrase are the best medicine for this weakness:) yeah time to hit some cardio >:)) till next time.