What I learnt from Mr march.

Hey it's been a while, it's been crazy and many shit loads has happened. I mean shit loads of good and bad stuff. That's why i guess its time to do some self reflection as a human being. During this month of march, many events happened. I just got back from Taiwan and Taiwan was really crazy and fun. First time going out overseas with friends, you know that pumping feeling where you feel good cause you got this damn feeling your like grown up and you can do ANYTHING you want overseas and just enjoy with your friends. Definitely missed Taiwan and really hope to go back there, cause wasted one day puking and shitting there due to food poisoning... fml right? Nopes gonna use LML love my life. To cut long story short, came back from Taiwan, got a job within next two days and worked for 2 days and I quitted.. why u might ask? Why quit a 1.8k job which for part time pay is kinda high?

 Its not an excuse for me to quit so irresponsibly but the reason is because the hours are longer then they were and maybe deep inside I just felt awkward and not familiar (of course all new jobs would be like this)and worst of all I did not check if there was any OT pay. Just working two days in training, we are supposed to give 7 days notice however, if i work the rest of the seven day bt it would not mean anything because they would be training me for nothing right? I'm not sure what would happen but hope everything will turn out well.><


 Really learnt that pre prep or pre pre prep is really important regardless whatever your doing, even if its the thing we hate to do the most or the last thing we ever want to do. Been pretty stressed over this quitting of job, immense guilt will follow and sometimes what seems as the easy way out, isn't actually the easiest way out. Mentally there is gonna be something called the conscience and sometimes I mean damn I really should grow so much more morally inside.Previous post keep fucking posting about building inside and in the end ended losing sight of that, Now i know why people say never forget the reason. To be a better man.


 Really need to start voicing myself and opening myself up more in a positive way, and get out of this freaking!#@%@!@@ SHY culture shit. Always ask, never be afraid, damn these seems like basics of communication. Learning how to decide things morally and just being more responsible... Saying these things might give you a disgusting image of me. But hey that's the truth and really i just wanna be more open about it, in order for myself to admit it and hopefully change it to the best of my abilities. Maybe the next post i put up will be about the positive changes I have succeeded, nonetheless really hope april will be the month of change and thank you mr march, I'm gonna make the best use of you and likewise with every other month.

T.T.M(Thoughts to myself): Hope for the strength to make these changes happen and grow more responsible for the people and things I hold dear to.