You need to be happy to live, I don't

When we grow, apart from the big hoo-hah of the 21st birthdays, responsibilities starts to dawn upon me.

Its like I'm constantly sub-consciously irritatingly, thinking of how to make money. My mind is starting to realize many things, I guess the importance of really manning up and bringing in more dough to support the 'weight' on the shoulders. Gawd especially when i do things it will link to money, FOR EXXAMPLE-.-When I study my Japanese I will be like, oh so I'm studying this for ~ then my mind makes a list on how useful I'm gonna use Japanese language in my future next time.

Constantly reminding myself also, to make best use of time, like not wasting it, but at this age, it seems so abundant to me. Its like telling a 5 year old child to eat slowly from a jar of cookies? hahahas anw really cheers to everyone studying and fighting so hard for the future. Ganbatte yo!!

Just for those who feel abit down right now wherever you maybe:)
Keane reeves(actor) once said,' You need to be happy to live, I don't.'

No matter how you feel, never forget we have the strength to ALWAYS pull it through.(Cliche but true)